Sunday, 9 October 2011

Waiting for Death to Come.

I’ve been in so many theme parks before but I can say that my last visit from the other was the worst as of now. I really did enjoy the first few rides but when my friends decided to ride the rollercoaster it was somehow a bit odd. I don’t know maybe I was traumatized by the last ride we rode on, but I felt excitement too, at first. So I joined them definitely, because I don’t want to be a “kill joy.” As we go and take into line I slowly feel nervous. I keep on imagining things that I will feel when I am right there in the moment maybe because what I felt on the previous rides. Maybe surely I will scream madly because of mixed emotions. I also hear people say “please tell or text my parents that I love them so much.” Hearing these things makes me feel more nervous, so I also tell to my friends that, “please tell to my parents that I love them very much,”and every scream drives my heart pump wildly, it’s like my heart wants to break my rib bones. One of my friends asks me if I am nervous because I am so quite all the time. Without any doubt I said yes, I thought they were nervous too, but when I found out, unfortunately, I am the only one. As we move toward the platform I feel dizzy, and I think I am having nausea and my sight blurs I thought I will fall off.
Upon thinking this nonsense, I realized something that gains worth. That’s when I thought about the people in the death row or we can say those who suffer and waiting to face their death. You can’t do anything, just wait, while you are madly thinking about your family; how they will live without you, friends who are waiting for you. My point in here is how painful waiting for death is. Yes, I say most of deaths is very painful but for those people who are waiting and very aware of their death; the date, the time, the place where it will be done, and your fears. It will blow you away. If you place yourself to their situation, maybe you’ll think also the same way. I felt that kind of fear too, but I thought what I felt on the theme park was only a very small kind of terror they are feeling right now. So hear I am telling this to you. Let us appreciate life and don’t dump it just like that. For every nation, state or place having this kind of law or principle I am persuading you to stop this because we don’t know the family where this people belong, maybe they did a wrong thing but let us also remember the good things they’ve done. And finally for those people who are in this kind of situation my prayers are all with you. Don’t loose hope and trust our dear Lord, Jesus Christ.
     Finally I sat on the roller coaster, the keeper locked my sit and my chest was over sealed and I can’t breathe because of fear, anxiousness and everything. I tried to back off but the keeper told me that it’s too late, the sit was locked and I have no choice, I rode the roller coaster screaming that I will take my revenge to that silly keeper and cried hardly in the end.            

1 comment:

  1. O.M.G i can't imagine how you look like during that time :DD this blog is very nice it's like realizing how important life is !!!